Title: Creating Lunar Virus
When I first started writing the story, Uni was originally a unicorn.
I wanted the story to be about her being pushed into this grand adventure
that she doesn't want to go on with friends that she constantly tries to get away from,
but eventually warms up to. At the time, I was diagnosed with juvinile Type 1 diabetes
and feeling quite unhappy and bitter about the realities I was dealt (honestly not the most proud about this time of my life but in retrospect it's the most beautiful).
During the pandemic, was definitely a time for self-reflection and healing for me and I wanted to reassess
what I valued most which was my family, my health, and my art. I had to honestly sit down with myself and ask
"Why are you counting yourself out when you're still alive!" and "What is truly stopping yourself from doing what you love?"...the answer was me.
As soon as I rekindled my love for storytelling and looked back at my script, I was like
"Oof! Who the heck wrote this garbage!". Dispite how much the old story sucked I couldn't help but laugh at it.
Seeing how far I came was a breath of fresh air and gave me more motivation to spruce up the story.
As I began to change, Uni began to change.
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Title: Ignoring Distractions
Creating art nowadays I have to remind myself that it's a marathon and not a sprint...well...actually it's more like a jog, a nice peaceful jog where
one morning you stop and pet the cat and the next you realize you need to change your route. I came to realize that as an Artist
you really have to take your time and plan your journey carefully, especially when there's so
many distractions and things trying to take away time from my art. Though I can't say that I'm a guru at keeping
focused, I wanted to create a list of tools others can use if they really want to hunker down and get stuff done!
Mama is finally back home but she's asleep again. I was hoping I could ask her about what she saw on her adventure. Daisy is a bit upset since Mama promised to make pandacakes...hopefully Kiran is able to make her some this time. Lately, I've been worried about Mama. Last time she was only gone for 2 days, but this time she was gone for a week. I wish we could help Mama. Maybe I'll sneak a peak at the map Mama takes with her so I can learn about which routes she takes.
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It's been three weeks...Mama hasn't come back yet. We had to calm down Daisy this morning. Kiran is super antsy too. I know he's just worried but did he really have to snap at Daisy!? Getting angry doesn't solve anything...but even I'm starting to get bothered by this. Mama never takes this long, I just pray to the stars that she's okay. Kiran says that tonight will be the start of the wintermoon so the snow is gonna come down even more. Please be safe Mama!
It's been three weeks since Mama left to find supplies and we only have two days worth of food left. I've been saving our leftovers since lastweek to maximize the amount we have left. I don't know what we're gonna do when we run out but I'm willing to sneak out and forage if need be. Daisy has been a real pain in my side, this morning she kept crying about Mama forgetting about us and I told her that she's stupid to believe Mama forgot about her family...maybe I was a little too harsh. I think I should leave to comforting to Uni.
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Mama finally came back but she passed out as soon as she knocked on the door! Luckily, me and Uni were able to get her on the bench but Daisy kept running around and crying. Uni could barely catch her and calm her down. I noticed the amount of food Mama brought back was barely enough for a day. It must have taken her a while to find something...Theres gotta be something I can do to help her out. If Mama keeps this up, she's gonna burn out like a star.
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